Crying alone in this dark enclosed room.
Knowing in my head no peace is to come, I'll have to face him soon.
Facing reality isn't as easy as before, but I can't ignore him anymore
I run, but only to find no end to this pain,
I step down and give myself in and let him take me over,
It's past his reign.
Pain and sorrow is all that's left of me.
A bleeding suffering carcass, it consumes me.
Emptiness fills me, but no one escapes free of cost,
And me and my soul our lost.
He crawls from below, bearing his teeth, dripping with liquid flesh.
Wearing a wreath of bones upon his head.
Eyes red, body black.
A cloak surrounds his tall form making my eyes strain to see him.
I knife he holds in his right hand, silver blade coming closer to the skin,
Shrinking under his touch, cold and hard the blade feels.
Bleeding as he cuts farther in.
No sound or movement around,
No one to save me, too weak to move.
Falling into hazy abyss, can't get a breathe.
I see under me a flood of thick scarlet liquid, a knife laying where my body had just been.
I couldn't do it anymore.
I lay lifeless,
Lacking everything you thought I should poses, I am now everything of what you wanted.
I am no more, I have shed my blood upon the tiled floor.
Waited for this time, suffering no longer.
To sleep without images of you, I sleep knowing I failed in your eyes,
I don't have to hear you scream my name with hate, lust and lies.
You know you can't leave for a better place,
I'll be watching as you drown, feeding upon your flesh as I take you down.
You brought this on yourself,
You taught me all too well how to make you bleed, suffer in pain.
You fed among the weak and the weary.
Your pain has only just begun, worse than I -you will become.
