It Was All So Clear

Becoming like you was always my fear,
Everything you did was all so clear,
All was out of fear,

When I try to talk,
You just slam me to the ground,
At your feet I lay after being drug around,

Broken and lost to the floor once more,
You take your anger out on me,
You feel like you’ve been set free,
I lay there and I plea,
But then it all comes clear,
That you never gave sh*t about me,

I go to you,
I just want someone to cry on,
But I’m just another pawn
You use my weakness,
As just another grip you hold me,
I grow cold,

You got me, you bought me,
Now I ask you to please just shoot me,
I don’t want you to pollute me,

But no,
You just want to use and abuse me,
As you play your same old game,
My soul I was claimed,
I’m done crying,
I’m done lying,

He showed me a door,
That there was so much more,
I walk out that door,
To see you no more,
You’re in the past,
Out of my life you will last,

I hope you see what you’ve done,
I hope you eat this web that you’ve spun,

But then I hope you see the truth,
For I am proof that you never gave a damn about your youth,

I’m afraid I lost my honor, respect and love from all of the above.
I don’t hold it against you,
But I can never forget it,
As much as I could try it would all just be a lie.

His Deception

For an Angel you sought,
But Satan you got,

As the Devil he got you,
His words were smooth,
Your heart he soothed,
You sold yourself to him,
For you have sinned,
You have given yourself in,

You don’t see what’s going on,
You don’t know you’ve been bought,
You don’t realize what he has brought,

You believe with all your heart you’re right,
You believe you have found the light,
But you’ve been deceived,
Into darkness he will lead,
And you shall never be freed,

He will take you down,
All to watch you drown,
You don’t see,
You don’t think you should flee,

You feel welcome where you are,
Just love and comfort so far,
But none of this is real,
It’s all his appeal what you feel,

None of this will last,
As you drink from his flask,
You’re drinking in his deception and lies,
You fell for his cries,

As you give yourself away,
You see the bright light turn grey,
You try to run,
But he’s just beginning with his fun,

He has turned you away,
From ever seeing the light of day,
There you lay as he eats his prey,

As you bought his dead,
Into darkness he will lead,
On your flesh he will feed,
Forever more fulfilling his greed,

There ends your day,
As you’re set into clay,