I Will Never Give Up

This is I,
This is who I am,
This is who I am when I’m with you,
I am free,
Free to be me,
Cause you’re not ashamed of who I be,
You listened,
You cared,
That meant more to me than could ever compare.
You’re all that I ever think of,
You’re who I look up to most,
You helped me get though,
You never gave up on me,
Even when I did.
I didn’t think I could ever be,
I never thought I would be able to see.
And I could never without who you be.
Without you words of comfort,
Without your advice,
Advice to move forward,
Advice to let go and look up,
For you were right,
He was the only way,
The only way I could ever be,
From who I was to who I be,
I was set free,
You knew who He was,
And you still have a place within He.

You feel lost now,
You think you’re alone in what you feel
Well you’re wrong,
I feel lost without you,
You’re all that’s ever on my mind,
You’re all that I will never leave behind,
I wanna; be with you,
I hope you feel the same too.

I cry out cause I don’t know where you are,
I don’t know what to do for you,
I cry to Him to ask to keep you within,
For I am never going to give up on you,
As you never did me,

I will call to Him until that feeling is lost,
Lost among good.
I know through all this that you feel,
You feel alone, lost and betrayed.
But suicide will never take that away,
You can’t use that knife,
All it will do is take your life,
So put away the knife,
You can’t take your own life.

If we could never be together,
I promise my love for you is forever,
I will never give up on you.

I will always have you to thank,
Thank for caring,
For caring if I lived or died.
Thanks for helping me though,
Through you I saw Him.
I will never give up,
As neither will He,
You can be free,
You need to flee from what you see,
Cause this is not who you be.

Without you I am not me,
And could never be,

I will never give up,
I’m still waiting here,
And will always be,
Until you come back for me.
And are set free.

Our Troops, who sacrificed it all.

They go off and fight,
Fight for our country,
For our freedom,
So we can live,
So we can still breathe air,

They lose their lives for our nation,
They pass so we can keep our freedom,
They die for us.

We stay safe at home,
While they train to be deadly weapons,
While they go though hell,
We just sit and watch the news,
The news of more of our brothers and sons,
Sisters and daughters dying.
They gave everything for us.

We lay soft asleep,
With the comfort that we are being protected,
We can close our eyes
And know that will wake up to breath once again.

They go and leave their families,
Leave everything that they ever knew,
Leave the people that they may never see again.

They gamble their lives for us,
They risk it all.

We need to look at what we have,
For we have our lives, and thank them for it.
For you yourself are not brave enough,
Brave enough to go off to war,
Brave enough to give yourself to the unknown,
Brave enough to shorten your life,
For our fallen country.

The least we could do is pray,
Pray for their safety,
Pray that they come home,
Pray for their lives…as they give us ours.

They are truly our heroes,
And may we never forget it.

I Have Won

Hey, yeah,
Why should I care, you never did.
You were to busy wrapped up in yourself to notice anyone else.
Yeah, that’s you.
But now I’m gone and now you’ll see that I never cared.
Yeah, I was just using you all this time.
Hey, yeah. Then I left you.
Took a bullet to the brain, I’m gone.
Yeah, I left you just to cause you pain.
Yeah that’s right, you got it,
You took it all, as was intended.
Hey, you’ll fall under all the weight,
That I dropped upon you.
Hey, yeah,
I’ll just be watching you try, laughing as you fail.
Yeah,
I made it like this all for you,
All to watch you go down with me,
Down into the black.
Yeah, you’re struggling now.
This is what I waited for, ohhh yeah.
I set this upon you,
I left, so you would have to take it all,
And FALL!
As you fall I’m down here, yeah watching it all.
I’ll meet you at hells fiery gates,
With a knife, just to stab you in the back one last time.
Yeah, hey look.
There you go now,
Just keep falling cause’ I’ll just keep watching.
I told you that we’d meet again,
But you didn’t believe me,
And you didn’t think I would have faked it all this time,
Just to get you here, just to watch you die
Yeah, you got it. Face it now. You’re gonna’ have to.
Because I’m the devils son,
And even my father is not ashamed of what I’ve done.
Because I have won…I have WON!

I'm Sorry

I’m sorry that I never trusted you,
But you never gave me a reason to.
Sorry that I left,
But I knew nothing else to do,
I didn’t think I could handle it any longer,
Handle the way you put me down,
The way you never listened,
The way you never cared.
I tried to be strong,
I tried to hold on,
I hung on for a while,
Then I had to let go, it was best.
My choice was never to leave you like this,
I wanted to go on, I wanted to move forward.
But I had nothing to look to, it was gone.
You took everything, you took it all,
And threw it away,
Everything that I gave you, everything that I was,
You stole me, and all that I could ever be.
Now you miss me,
But only cause you can’t use me any longer.
I’m gone; no one can bring me back,
You cast me out, used me and then gave me away.
I had a chance, but no longer do I.
I’m sorry it had to be this way,
I’m sorry you took everything away.
But now you can have what you wanted,
Everything, all of me.
You can lay me in the ground now,
Cause my body is now cold, my eyes are closed.
Don’t cry, for this lay at your feet,
Blame yourself for your tears,
For all the pain you made me feel, you never cried before,
The reason you cry is that you can’t inflict pain upon me anymore.
Cry for yourself, for you’re going to pay.
Now that I’m gone,
You’re going to have to live with what you’ve done.
You’ll see one day that I wasn’t worth it,
You stole everything and lost it all.
It’s time to say goodbye.
But one day I will welcome you,
For I did not go to the place I wanted,
And God knows you wont either.
You made this, I tried to warn you,
But you just cut me down and wouldn’t listen.
One day he will hunt you, catch you,
Rip you, make you bleed,
Take your life and drag you under,
Forever he will feed.
As he did me.
As you did me,
For you are one and the same.
And it's only yourself you have to blame.
I’m sorry you brought this upon yourself.
I'm sorry...